i realized something recently. If i could go back time, i would not change a thing. i have sacrificed all that i could afford to lose and gained all that i could ever..gained..?alright, alright i have ran out of words but the point is, i think experiencing major failures in life is nothing. i do notice that i sound preachy but ppl have always complained about how sucky their lives are and so on.. it is pretty sickening. i guess that leaves me to come to the conclusion that all of us are pampered goddamn assholes.

wow this is a short post. that is because i have run out of ideas as to what i should write. my brain is not working normally today..sheesh.