i just wanted to talk about some school kids who may look like scums of their schools but are actually really responsible, mature darlings.. by the end of this entry, you old folks out there are so going to eat your words about all youths being uncouth! (hopefully you'll choke too..)
a whitleyan was in a bus and an old man was sitting somewhere near him.. i think the bus suddenly stopped causing the old man to hit his head on the empty chair beside him. before i continue on, i would like to emphasize as to how fragile the old man is.. after he had hit his head, this particular whitleyan boy helped the old man up.my god was the old man's face red.. i think he was not feeling well that time because he looked seriously weak. the old man was also barely hanging on to a railing in front of him. i was told that the whitley boy looked really concern for the old man and was constantly keeping an eye on him lest anything bad happen to him. see? whitleyans may seem uncouth but hell, do they possess angels' hearts....
( that includes me.. :D )
oh yes.. another similar story.. my sister who is from peirce secondary school was in a bus ( i know what's with the buses?? ) and was goddamn tired because she just went camping. this particular woman was with her grandson who was kind of puny.. the woman was trying to stabilize herself and at the same time trying to protect her grandson from falling over when the bus suddenly stopped. as the boy was puny, he was literally flung away from his grandmother and landed face up near my sister's feet. i think my sister panicked or something and immediately helped the poor kid up. haha! i can imagine her face.. the woman was grateful towards my sister for helping her grandson.
well, there.. that's proof for you that we youths are well-mannered and considerate.... but if i were my sister i would have advised the woman to feed the kid better because he was downright puny.. sheesh......

this is one of the rare songs which can save me from myself. how i wish there is an elderly women figure to sing this to me and cradle my head as i sleep..

"Speeding Cars"

Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don’t feed me violence, just run with me
Through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee’s never strong enough
I know you think it’s more than just bad luck

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never
Far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I’ve watched you slowly winding down for years
You can’t keep on like this
Now is as bad of time as any

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It was a long time ago

It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It was a long time ago

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh, don’t kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

this morning was raining pretty heavily. of course as per usual i was late for school.anyway a couple of students, including me that is, had to stay sheltered, so we were not able to reach school on time. surprisingly, some student leaders in my school came over to help. they brought with them some umbrellas and assisted us in reaching school without getting wet. i never knew that this school would actually really care about the students' well-being.
however if they do not excuse us for being late today, then i will take back my words..

my brother recently bought an electric guitar..a strat to be exact.i love it.sadly my brother accidentaly snapped the first string..im still practising muse's song newborn on the guitar and i still suck.gosh i am still devastated by the fact that the first string snapped!i know ppl will find this notion of mine ridic..but it is true..thank god it is not fully damaged..sheesh if someone did destroy the guitar i swear i would break down and cry..

the song below was introduced to me by my sister, Yana.
i do believe that it is obvious that i am being forced by my sister to state the statement before this down.

LET DOWN

Transport, motorways and tram lines
Starting and then stopping
Taking off and landing
The emptiest of feelings
Disappointed people, clinging on to bottles
And when it comes it's so, so, disappointing

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

Shell smashed, juices flowing
Wings twitch, legs are going
Don't get sentimental
It always ends up drivel
One day, I am gonna grow wings
A chemical reaction
Hysterical and useless
Hysterical and

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

Let down
Let down
Let down

You know, you know where you are with
You know where you are with
Floor collapsing, falling, bouncing back
And one day, I am gonna grow wings
A chemical reaction (you know where you are)
Hysterical and useless (you know where you are)
Hysterical and (you know where you are)

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

RULED BY SECRECY

Repress and restrain
Steal the pressure and the pain
Wash the blood off your hands
This time she won't understand

Change in the air
And they'll hide everywhere
And no one knows who's in control

You're working so hard
And you're never in charge
Your death creates success
Rebuild and suppress

Change in the air
And they'll hide everywhere
And no one knows who's in control

Change in the air
And they'll hide everywhere
And no one knows who's in control

CITIZEN ERASED

Break me in,
Teach us to cheat
And to lie, cover up
What shouldn't be shared?
All the truth unwinding
Scraping away
At my mind
Please stop asking me to describe him

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

Self expressed, exhausting for all
To see and to be
What you want and what you need
The truth unwinding
Scraping away
At my mind
Please stop asking me to describe

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

For one moment
I wish you'd hold your stage
With no feelings at all
Open minded
I'm sure I used to be so free

Wash me away
Clean your body of me
Erase all the memories
They will only bring us pain
And I've seen all I'll ever need

SHOWBIZ

Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
Pushing us into self destruction
Pushing us into self destruction

And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams

Trying to please you for too long
Trying to please you for too long
Visions of greed you wallow
Visions of greed you wallow
Visions of greed you wallow
Visions of greed you wallow

And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams

Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And pushing us into self destruction
And pushing us into self destruction

And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams

i realized something recently. If i could go back time, i would not change a thing. i have sacrificed all that i could afford to lose and gained all that i could ever..gained..?alright, alright i have ran out of words but the point is, i think experiencing major failures in life is nothing. i do notice that i sound preachy but ppl have always complained about how sucky their lives are and so on.. it is pretty sickening. i guess that leaves me to come to the conclusion that all of us are pampered goddamn assholes.

wow this is a short post. that is because i have run out of ideas as to what i should write. my brain is not working normally today..sheesh.

i realize that i have been posting videos instead of words or i do not have any idea what you call them on this blog..but then again, anything is better that reading about me.Enjoy!

Four more days to my birthday..it has been two days since i got back from China..i do not think that i would like to talk about that in this blog (or in any other blogs for that matter.)i have finished reading two of neil gaiman's book and i seriously think that more people should read the freakingly cool things that he published.bt if there are ppl out there who simply dislike his works, that is because those ppl do not have the rare talent of being able to let their imagination run wild..pity....oh yes..i also recommend ppl to listen to Until June-Sleepless.it was introduced to me as a birthday present.i find it pretty appropriate, given the circumstances that i was born in June and that i am often encountering many a sleepless nights.Ahh..Four more days to my birthday........

Someone kind of praised my blog..i dont know whether is it a good thing or not cos in the end the person wrote-a hug.ppl only give me a hug when they want to annoy me.well..i'll just take it that it is a good thing so, thank you.thank you for adding me on your blogroll..i dont know whether am i suppose to be honoured or not..but thank you anyways..by the way,you wrote that my blog is 'likeable'..sheesh....that is something that i did not expect.i'm honoured..i guess....

I've decided on a new motto for my life.i am going to just live life my way.this will be my goal:"Smile,shrug and move on."simple but meaningful.i like..oh yeah i think i am just going to write down my next goal in life.to get a scholarship and go to trinity college.yup.that is it for now.i really do not know if i am in the mood to be nice or

i am in the library now.feeling bored.later i am going to check on jade puget's blog and my sister's blog.i have no idea whether am i working today or not.i dont think that im going to work today.too lazy.i am going to take my own sweet time for everything that i do today.sounds like fun.yawn..
i'll just put some more songs in my blog.i have to go.goodbye..for now..... motherfucker.

pardon me for putting songs instead of new posts in my blog.not that any of you would mind as my posts are merely my assumptions about the world.oh yes,please go to my sisters' blogs; yana: whateveriam-thatiswhatyouarenot.blogspot.com and aida: iero_freak.blogspot.com. go to yana's blog if you want to listen to more songs and go to aida's blog if you want to learn how to be a bitch..oh pardon me,i meant a female dog in the human form..
oh, before i forget i had no idea that boys would literally lose control and get so excited whenever they see a girl they admire.i thought that happens only in fictional stories.and i thought that that happens only to girls.i guess im learning more and more about ppl everyday..

Exo-Politics

Open skies over me
I am waiting patiently
I'll wait for a sign

As conspiracies unwind
Will you slam shut
Or free your mind
Or stay hypnotised

When the Zetas fill the skies
Will our leaders tell us why
Fully loaded satellites
Will conquer nothing but our minds

And I'm waiting patiently
And I'll wait for the sign

Carried through the centuries
Secrets locked up
And loaded on my back
Well it weights me down

When the Zetas fill the skies
It's just our leaders in disguise
Fully loaded satellites
Will conquer nothing but our minds

I'm waiting patiently
And I'll wait for the sign, yeah
And I'm waiting patiently
And I'll wait for the sign

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TAKE A BOW

Corrupt, you're corrupt
Bring corruption to all that you touch
Behold, you'll behold
And behold them for all that you've done
And Spell, cast a spell
Cast a spell on the country you run
And risk, you will risk
You will risk all the lives and their souls
And burn, you will burn
You will burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
For your sins

Now freedoms concealing itself
What we've become
Is contrary to what we want
Take a bow

Death, you bring death
And destruction to all that you touch
Pay, you must pay
You must pay for your crimes against the earth
Hate, feed the hate
Feed the hate of the country you love
And beg, you will beg
You will beg for the lives and their souls
And burn, you will burn
You will burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
Burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
For your sins

I sincerely apologize for my other blog's offensive dissing..im a gemini so i hope you would excuse me for having two very different personalities.my other blog:ridicppl.blogspot.com is for the purpose of making fun of emotionally and mentally unstable ppl out there.in this blog i will do no such thing..
have you ever had a friend whom you used to be close to and that particular friend starts to show signs of adopting your personalities,your likes and dislikes and so on?..oh my....im distracted by this beautiful song by muse:take a bow.dont worry i'll put the song in my blog for you to hear.i love muse.they are such geniuses....i am going to change my blogskin into something that suits the theme of this blog..
do you have any idea what does hyters mean?it doesnt have a meaning actually..only that hyters are actually faeries that love to play pranks on human..im not trying to act cute by using that stupid..pardon me..ridiculous name..my mind is out of sorts today....i have to bid adieu for now......

dreams

dashed..